Listen up cuz this is not the end.

Today has been a literal hell. Brandon started a fight with me and hit me and shit, then mom acts like he can't help it. Well that's bull shit. He ever does this again I'll...I dunno...I'll fucking press charges or some shit. But I can't take it.

About everything sucks, ya know?

Just been having one of those off days, ya know? Everything starts out too good, and ends real shitty. I can't keep my head high long enough to see the sky anymore. Shit makes me sadder each passing day. Some of the things I never wanted to happen, just fucking happen. I really wish I could make life go my way all the time, but I'm stuck with this fifty-fifty shit. So just...I dunno, I'll just say fuck it, throw my hands up and walk away, cuz trying is a waste of time and wasting my breath of it is a waste of this life I got.

Please don't worry, I am doing fine.

So far, life doesn't suck.
Today I woke up at 5:30 and watched the rest of the Inauguration of Barack Obama.
EPIC! =D
I went to school, had to hug Timothy in the library.
I don't have to take the KY county seat test until Monday.
AND...I'm getting out of Art and into Life Skills.
Plus, I LOVE MAX GREEN!!!

The Things I See

I'll bet that half of you couldn't see things that would scare a 35 year old college professor. I'll bet half of you don't see things you'd only see in horror movies. Well, I do, but only when I close my eyes right before I fall asleep. I see these monsters and crap that movie directors would kill to have in their horror movies. I see different kind of monsters. Last night I saw one that was green, it's skin melting from it's face and it had these hideous yellow/green teeth. It was making weir dnoises and screamed when it skin completely melted. That kinda stuff would keep anyone up all night, but to be honest, I've seen worse.