Dec 3, 2010

I really and truly think Jake is trying to purposefully piss me off and start fights. He is constantly texting all kinds of girls and just giving me the shittiest treatment I have ever gotten before. It's just pathetic anymore. I mean,do I sit there and text half my exes while telling him I love him? Or PUBLICLY flirt with them on Facebook while we fucking fight? Is that so damn necessary? I've sat back and let him do this shit for so long,I'm tired of it. I can never leave a person or tell them what's what,but this time...I am not afraid to leave. I held it off too long last time but no more.

Fighting.

Well,as usual Jake and I are fighting. Excessively. It's getting to a horrible point,like I don't even think we're going to stay together very long. It's hurting me more than I ever imagined it could. I honestly thought after what I went through with Skyelar,I'd never be able to let myself be hurt so bad. But hey guys,look guys,I'M FUCKING DOING IT ALL OVER AGAIN. I don't know what to do anymore...