I Am Ready This Time

Just because I don't talk doesn't mean I'm not there.
It doesn't mean I'm not listening,
It doesn't mean I don't care.
I'm not the best at showing emotion,
You know my mind is deep like the ocean.
I show myself in more ways than one,
Some just aren't understood once done.
I guess I'm saying I'm not that bad a person,
It just means our friendship can't worsen.

Stage 1: Filtering

First we take to emancipate,
Then we lie to try a ply.
What do you gain for bringing yourself shame?
You're the who I wish to subdue.
I wish to overcome what you try to have redone.
We're no longer ones to ponder.
I have your fate and I know it's what you hate.
Your story sir, it's now a blur.
You I filter in, truth I filter out.

It Is Within Us

It's the work of the weak that brings us all down,
Society cannot function by itself without a united strength.
Those who need to stand must stand,
They must grow the strength within them,
They must prove they are truly strong.
Once they do such then society is at it's finest.
A strong hold and firm held front.
We function.
We live.

Truth In A Bottle

Dive into the abyss,
I have so much to risk.
So little left to hold,
This life is still left to mold.
My heart is sinking,
This puzzle isn't linking.
These events are unreal,
I don't know what I feel.
Nothing is working,
My body keeps jerking.
I must be dying,
From all this conspiring.

Ode To Unfinished Homework

I never stop,
It's hard to drop.
This rushed feeling,
Holds some meaning.
It shows the way,
It's proud to stay.
To keep in mind,
I'm out of time.
I have to hurry,
Or I'll face her fury.

So Sublime And Always On Time

I stopped the world,
I knew it was due.
The things he said,
They never were true.
I felt the hand,
I allowed the pain.
I held nothing back,
Because I had nothing to gain.
I hold it all in,
Everything I ever felt.
But not after this,
Betrayal is my hit.
I will not survive,
But I will live on.
You will know my fury,
Because you are who I bury.

A Thought Never Left Unthought

In the rain as the stars shine bright,
I see the northern window's light.
The moon is trickling down it's rays,
The wind is blowing to make our hairs play.
We stare deep into the night's sky,
Not a single question left to sigh.
We know our place and it's right here,
In thie place we cherish and hold so dear.

A Night Of Repition

The day has dawned and the light is breaking.
I can see the light shining in from the outside.
Into my eyes, so brightly into my eyes.
Maybe it's time now...maybe now is it.
Could I know forever hold true?
Can I now know what to do?
Is it really ever worth so much?
To have the long lasting and awaited touch?
No...I don't believe so.
Tonight I believe it will end the same.
You and her...
And I...alone.

Don't let yourself fade away from me.

Wake up,
Walk out,
Show up,
Knock out,
Get up,
Get out,
Look up,
Let it out,
Go away,
Try to stay,
Hold it in,
Let me in,
Say your thoughts,
Before I die,
Let me in,
Before you fade,
Away.

And at 3 in the morning I'll put this gun down down down.

So life is going better. My life isn't sucking. I own [Prototype] and I play it constantly. Oh,and I realized how damn smart I am. ;) Zach's gonna be running for his moneyyy soon.

-Elizabeth