Desperation

I've never felt so hollow,
So burnt out and desperate.
Nothing feels close,
Like I can't even touch my face.
I could never describe,
The pain I'm left with.
Now that he's left and gone,
I can never began to try,
To feel the urge to cry,
It's like he took it all with him.
Please my angel come back to me,
Give me back your heart,
Or atleast give back mine,
No matter how shattered or torn,
I need it now...
I need to weep,
I need to feel,
I need to love.

Try To Remember Me

Think of me when your world is crashing,
Think of how I'd hold you so tightly,
Think of how, think of how much I love you.
When everything's falling and it all hurts,
Think of how we can always make it work.
When you're just so young,
Just so young like us.
Nothing can be fixed but somehow we manage,
When love is all we know and falling is so painful.
Now look back and try to remember,
Think of those times we can always treasure,
The love that we had that never could die,
And how we'll never be able to say good bye...

Dedication To Perfection

Small yet worth while price,
Killing my fear with every passing moment.
Losing myself ever so slowly,
Everything is clearer now that I see.
Leave nothing behind but take nothing with me,
All I need is in you.
Rest now, it's the rest of forever starting.

A Unrequented Love

Stupid facets of the illicit truth,
Destroyed emotions by idiotic means.
What's this world coming to when we seek to hate?
When all we do is try to oblitherate?
I tell you what sir, I can tell you now,
The sake of survival,
Humanity will be put down.
It matters not who is more kind hearted,
Or those with the greatest will,
Cheap tricks and lies will always win.
Never turn your back on someone you love,
They're the first to strike with the knife.
Always rethink the words of the vixens,
They can lure you in,
Cheap promises and wasted words of fancy.
My dear, I fear...you lost a while back.
In this world I teach and I preach,
I tell of your kind,
The ones with pretty words,
Beautiful masks and worthless promises.
I'll rid the world of you,
I will...destroy your kind.
Good night,good bye,
I will hold my word forever true.

A Undenyably Numb Situation

Do you hear my pleas?
Can you hear the screams?
I couldn't say you do.
The look you hold says innocence.
My mind knows better,
I know your twisted wrong doings,
Your sick onslaught on society.
You taste like venom,
Sickly bitter and numbing as you linger.
Never a person to be easily left,
You're like the sweetest drug,
The strongest high I could ever have.
Such a pain to fool with,
But such a thrill when I get the reward.
You're nothing like I ever though,
Nothing like I ever wanted.
You're perfect in your own ways...
Yet deadly in the worst.
We can never try you twice,
Once gets us hooked,
Twice gets us buried,
Buried deep...
Six feet under.

Incomplete Dominance

Cold hands touch my back,
Soft as velvet and pressure they lack.
The smell of flowers and cigarettes,
Smoking Mary and popping Sam.
The feel of freedom and the speed of sound,
The ease of music,
The soft moistened ground.
What's this ecstasy?
I'm so blessed it's mine.
I feel this feeling,
It's so utterly profound.
I wonder one thing,
One thing I know.
Who gave me this,
And where did they go?
Gratitude fills my heart,
And I must thank them for their part.
They gave me life,
They gave me you.
Oh joy of joys dear,
I'm complete.
With you...yes I am complete.

The Memoir Of A Lost Child

Is it even possible to be heartless but loving?
Is it capable to be a lover but hateful?
Why does this world curse us the wicked?
To walk alone and gain these weaknesses.
What have I done to earn such hatred?
To shine my dark light and show no kindness.
I've not known a soul as dismantled as mine,
One that holds no grudges,
But can shout dislike so loud.
I've never crossed a soul quite like mine,
Since I was born lost,
Scared,
And alone.

Fifty-thousand murders counted

Senseless words and false hopes,
Little quirks and idiotic dreams,
Useless thoughts and broken hearts.
Things that burn,
Things that hurt,
Things that kill,
Things that work.
The mind altered is a scary place,
Mentally abused in the worst ways.
I constantly misguide myself in twenty directions,
Leading myself away from my ultimate selection.
Truth hides behind my eyes,
False hopes behind my lies.
I never stray far from the distraction,
But I never forget my main intention.
I have but one goal in my senseless life,
Move on and away before this battle is lost.
I've not won yet I've not been defeated,
Lord save my soul,
I'm left here mistreated.

For Panduh!

Davey saw Jade in a gay bar and made a poem about his thoughts on what he saw. :)

That huge masterpiece,
So round and tight.
How I'd love to fuck it once,
Or maybe all night.
If only I could but see his face,
Oh my god...
JADE GET OUTTA THIS PLACE!

Shelby's Poem

Twisting shapes of red and blue,
Flying skulls spattered in blood.
Signs of rebellion grace the walls,
Screams of agony fill the halls.
The smoke clears and leaves sweet air,
I left the house with not a care.
The trees are changing,moving with haste,
This is certainly not a day to waste.
I see the sun as it rises his head,
His smile so warm and bright,
He is surely a friend.
The road turns to water and the cars flow down,
Down the stream that leads into town.
I see the lights,
The colors so vast.
I can see Father Time as he strolls right on past.
This new world so vivid and clear,
There's not a sight old to see or a sound familar to hear.
The signs of peace forever near,
This my friend is where I'll be,
For now,
Forever here.

Adam's Poem

Sharp suit,
Black tie.
Money flying,
People die.
Land of the free,
You all laughed at me.
I told you once,
I told you twice,
Now you all are crying out.
Oh savior, come back and help!
We've lost our way,
Sam has let us slip.
I call you out,
I care no more.
I hope you all rot,
You're sure to be mourned.

Indecison,injustice...illformed life.

Winds can howl,
Seas can rage.
It'll all end the same,
When the stars and heaven fall.
We cry the crimson tears of blood,
We'll watch the forests burn to dust.
Our rivers will run until they are dry,
Our animals will be killed until not one is alive.
We'll run the only ones we need away,
Our torture is inscribed,permanent...it will stay.
We've all but dug our grave,

An Internal Reassurance

Your life is over in the blink of an eye,
Sweet darkness shadows your soul.
Fear and anguish rip at your mind,
You know it's coming,
It's coming all the time.
The sweat breaks as your tears do roll,
You're dying now,
You're slipping more.
What can we do to save what's left?
Nothing aside from praying,oh praying.
We'll bow down on our knees and shout our wish,
That you won't die...
It's all too for gone now,
I knew it was true.
That God you loved,
Never could save you.