Fuck love.

Ya know,I sat there thinking for the longest time Timmy was the only guy for me,well fuck that. He never changed and he never will. It's all about him him him and no one else. He can go die for all I care,I'm tired of being his fall back. Never again will I fall for his shit.
I
AM
DONE.

-ZeliTheRipper
And the one and only.
>.<

Oh how I feel,how I feel!

This is entirely for Timmy,and about Timmy.<3 (:

Okay,from the very very very tiny pin pointed start,I'm going to say in not a billion words that all fancy and pretty,I love you. Simple as that,I love you. I don't need thirty five billion words in 35 different languages to sum up how I feel about you,I only need those 3. I-love-you. Simple,but they get the point across,right?
Now that that's established...I guess I should say exactly why I loved you. Well for starters,you are the most amazing guy I have ever met in my 15 and a half years on this planet. I don't think I could ever meet a guy who could make me half as happy as you do on a daily basis. I really don't want to either,because you are the only guy I want,for the rest of my life I hope. Besides the fact that you are amazing beyond all belief,you're seriously the only guy who can make me feel 100% better about myself. Anyone can say,"Elizabeth,you're beautiful." but when you do,I feel that way. I never did before,but now when I hear you say it...I can actually believe it. And I know when you say it,you don't just mean my face is pretty...but you think I'm beautiful inside too. Well...atleast I hope you do,:P
There is not one person on this planet who could change my opnion about you,no one but you. And I doubt even you could. They can say you're terrible,you're cruel,they can say anything in the world,but I know you the way I see you. And that's all that matters to me. So I hope you won't let other people cloud your judgement about me,because you really are the only person who sees the 100% real me. I can't hide anything from you,lie to you,or anything like that. It would kill me to,plus I don't want to have to hide anything from you,ever.
Timmy I really and truly do love you with all of my heart. It's never going to change because you are all I want for positive in my life until I die. I really hope you feel the same about me,because I've gone far past fallen in love with you and I'm probably in way too deep now to think about getting out.
<3

-Zeli<33(timmy)

I`m in love with the dark horizon, I`m in love with madness.

So today I went and saw that gay and stupid Star Trek movie with Timmy,Adam,and Lucas. It seriously was the dumbest movie I have ever seen in my entire life. Timmy will go see Angels & Demons with me next time we go to the movies,since I said I'd watch that piece of shit with him. But anyway,it was still a pretty fun day. Some old fat guy told us to stop having conversations and watch the movies. I was like...bitch...go lose some weight,then talk to me,lmao. But yeah,he was dumb and he should have moved if we bothered him. We had as much right to talk as he did to watch the movie.

-Zeli<33(Timmy)

So break me down if it makes you feel right.

Today was slightly gay,but I think it ended nicely. Timmy was pissy all day,shockingly he didn't take it out on me,lol. Most guys take it out on me,but he DIDN'T! So yeah,woo! I have to work tomorrow night,so I won't get to hang out with him like I had hoped,but that's okay I guess. We can hang out Saturday at the movies. I really hope he can do that,cuz it'd be pretty damn amazing if he can.(:

-Zeli<33(Timmy)

Ha,:)

Damn good thing happened yesterday,I broke up with Sean,and...got Timmy back!He is the best thing that has ever happened to me back,so life is great. I don't regret dating Sean,but I regret letting him cloud my judgment on Timmy,cuz he is so not a bad guy,in fact he's the best. And he's mine yet again,so I'm happy. Blah,here's some mush for you to whine over,=P
So,Timmy is the only guy I have ever let call me babe,or baby,just because when he does it it's so damn cute! I mean,it gives me butterflies,chills,just every feeling possibly. When he looks at me,I have to hold back a smile because he just makes me giddy as hell. When he hugs me,I feel like I'm safe from everything,and nothing or no one can take him from me,ever. I won't let them either,I'll choke them first.
So yeah,I'm done,lol.

-Zeli<33(timmy!!)

There exists a star above that always steals my stare.

Okay,so I'm just updating stuff right here since I haven't posted for a few days. I'm right now preparing to go to bed and sleep some before a totally uneventful Tuesday of testing,which I won't even be testing. I'll be bullshitting. So I'm still with Sean,thank god. I love him way too much to let him go,:D I don't want too many people reading this...but I swear if we make it through high school I want to marry that boy...but if we don't,Max Green,you will live in my pants, got that? Yeah,that's right.

-Zeli<33(sean)