Random Bloggity

I've come to realize I lay my heart out on the line a lot. Not like oh yeah I give my heart to guys I date, but to everyone in general. All of my friends have my heart. I'm not a heartless whore who only saves it for some retarded guy who wouldn't appreciate it for over a month. No,I'm not that girl. But I did give my heart to three guys...each completely destroyed it. Zach,we didn't start out as friends,well not straight out good friends. We liked each other. I liked him...a lot. A lot more than he ever understood. And then when he dated Briana instead of me I was crushed. He's also hurt me a lot just as best friends. =/ But I still love him like my brother. I always will. Sam just...god you all know that. I was his summer bitch in 2008. He dated me for the summer,and everytime he's had a chance to date me during school it's just never happened. He's a bitch,enough said. Timmy...well Timmy was the only guy I thought I could ever say I really am in love with him... To this day I still say I was in love with him...sadly I feel like I still am. =/ But if I am it doesn't mean I'm going to dare go back down that road of hurt like I did before. He hurt me a good 50 times...he's not getting triple digits.
But yeah...I needed to rant.
I should throw in there that this awesome kid named Skyelar makes me happy like a beast. Just saying just saying. ;)

Wh Don't You Tell Me Why

As the stars do fall,
We swear we knew it all.
We were just so young,
It had all just begun.
Everything was brand new,
And we didn't have a clue.
But now we know,y
And going back is where we go.
We're still living in the past,
Because nothing can ever last.
There's just one thing I would do,
I'd go back in time for you.

Just Perish

Perish,
Take your lies,
Take your fakeness,
Take it all.
Take it and perish.
You're trash,
You're lower than the worms,
You're scum.
Perish.
We need you no more,
We want you no more,
You're filth,
Just perish.

We're burning down Neverland.

Today amazed my socks off. :) At first the morning seemed dull and gay,then Skyelar came up behind me,bear hugged me and just carried me away. Even though he was a dick and dropped me in front of a girl who had no clue who the fuck I was,it still made me happy. :D
And even though I sit in the front god damn row in Spanish now I can make jokes about Miss DeCarlo right in front of her, LULZ! And I got the best partner for book work evurrrr. Faithhhh. :DD

-Elizabeth

An actual blog. :)

So I've been thinking about things I actually want to happen. Some are kinda oh wow that's normal,some are kinda what in the hell... but hey,it's what I want to happen. So here I goes.
:)
One thing I really want to happen is one day while I'm so high I can't spell cat without swearing there's a q and a g in the word,I want to call my mom and yell in her ear as she comes home from work, "Bring me home some food BITCH!" and just hang up on her.
I want to be able to go to a movie with my boyfriend and not be able to tell you what the name of the movie even was.
I want to go to school and have 30 people give me a high five for something I did at a party that I can't even remember, well up until the girl with her nose jammed with cotton runs past me scared out of her mind.
I would love to kiss the love of my life in the fucking rain. That's just a given,lmao.
I really want to meet Max Green and give him a heart felt hug. Then tell him that I'm not some crazed fan girl, that because of him and his attitude about my life
I want the absolute most perfect relationship with my best friend,we hang out and act like speds together,he lets me fuckup and do his make up and hair,then he plays Halo 3 with me on Live and we pwn.

I just want somethings I may never have.

To Be Like Me

I fell in love...
Somewhere between being a brat,
Complaining about his ex,
Trying to talk to him,
Somehow becoming his best friend,
Even ending up as his girlfriend,
I fell in love.
And now to you I can say...
It all fell apart.
But to look back...
I'd just take my best friend back.

If Death Made Me Care

Stab my heart,
Slit my throat.
Call me names,
Break my hope.
Do it now,
It's all but over.
You showed me how,
You've won this over.
I'm not to be blamed,
Your just being framed.
Now as you're dying,
And my life is thriving.
You'll tell me that,
You want it back.
What we once had,
Who you once were,
But as you die,
Your life is no longer true.

And To You I Say This...

That ring is real big,
Your face sure is pretty.
That house of yours is old,
And that car's pretty shitty.
What's this say girl?
What, you don't know?
Well I think I should tell you,
That you're just a ho.

Little Boy Blue

Where's the time going?
Why is my life fading?
This is how it ends,
I'll die alone.
I'll live another little while.
To be here for nothing.
It's not as complicated as it seems.
My life is far from over.
But it's going too fast for me to watch.
It's time to hit rewind.
It's time to hit rewind...

The truth...yeah the truth.

This isn't a poem,sorry I just ruined your life.
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Cookie - I give you everything I can give and you give me bipolar shit. I love you too,best god damn friend ever.
Adam - You're one bipolar mother fucker. You give me this shitty attitude then change your mood,way to go.
Shelby - You ignore me when MSN doesn't work and act like a fucktard at school? 2 thumbs way up.
Lydia - You haven't fucked up yet, congratulations.
Faith - You're real,I love you for that.<3
Josh - Best fucking friend. End of story.
Gay Josh - You annoy the fuck out of me but I love you.
James - Even though you live so far away, you still mean more to me than life itself.
Skyelar - You're the best person to call or talk to when shit just sucks.
Timmy - We used to be best friends. I want that best friend thing back, we kinda suck at it right now.