So what's the craziest thing you've done lately?

Day two in this week of spring break. ^_^ Today should involve going to eat and hanging with Adam at the local redneck super store, Wal-Mart! Which reminds me, Lydia and I have plans to make our own redneck only super store. Honkies - R - Us! Where you can go and get thirty different kinds of beers, free shot gun cleanings and get married in the back by a guy who is dressed up like Johnny Cash. Sounds like heaven on earth doesn't it? I hope to see you all there when we have this lovely little piece of heaven set up and running!

- Zeli<33

Spring Break!

It is officially the first Monday of Spring Break. I am going to try to post a blog each day until Sunday, but I can't make any promises. Today is going to be just me in and out doing whatever I can. Tomorrow will hopefully be a bit warmer than today and I can get dad out and on the lake so we can fish and such. Wednesday, well I'll think of something to replace church ^_^. I'd like to do the movies this weekend, or find some show to go to. I can't wait for April 24th! 25 days now baby. My favorite band from around here is going to be playing at Wise Guy's, LAST SECOND OF (fucking) SILENCE!!! =D Should be e-e-e-epic!!! And hopefully I won't have to sit by dough head while he makes out with his new girlfriend, who looks like his sister >XP. Instead it should be Sean =] instead. That kid is more amazing, and he's my boyfriend now. ^_^
So I'm going to end this now, lol. Toodles!

-Zeli<33

School suh-cks. I hate it.

Okay not really but still, xD. I love the mornings and lunch now so AMAZINGLY much. =] Not gonna say why though. That's business for later. But at lunch today, Lydia and I were flipping through her Psycology book, when we found psychosexual. She said it means you don't want to have sex or something like that, later on the bus I told Mark, who was there when we saw it, no wonder they called it pyschosexual. I mean seriously, you doesn't want to have sex or sexual activites. It's amazing xD. Oh and as a newly created atheist, I have my own personal saying. I say fuck Christianity and fuck my virginity! Don't like, don't care. =P
Too-dels.

Church

I've recently stopped believing in the so called higher being, seems utterly stupid if you ask me. But I do go to this church, why you ask? No fucking clue. I have to have something to do to unbore myself on these slow and stupid school nights. Oh, and, I likves me some new boysss.

-Zeli =D

So yeah

Me and the dough head broke up Saturday night. Sucks for him cuz I like his best friend, the guy he hates nearly the most, an old crush and one of his other best friends. Sucks worse, I could easily get three out of the four. Think I will too. Cuz his best friends, is hot and they're nice guys. =]

It's so wrong.

Bleh. I feel like poopy. Everyone is so depressing it seems. The only person who can make me happy by just being near me anymore is Timmy. When he's not around I seem to just go down hill and get messed up and sad. I need a quick fix for this. No drugs. I refuse. I need a good, easy distraction. I think I'll take up ballet...or professional cake eating. They sound like fun. Hmm, I wanna hang with Timmy...I miss him a lot right now. Well, I want to hang out with just him and not his friends. So Josh, Michael, everyone else, let me spend some time with my boyfriend alone. You guys are seriously starting to piss me off. Everytime I get around him and think oh yeah, finally I get to talk to him, here comes one of you freaks and ruin it all for me. So thanks. Back off now. I want like five minutes with him sometime. Soon preferably.

I'll knock you out and buy you a ticket for that ghost train.

If it isn't obvious, then I'll make it obvious. Fuck you. I'm so tired of you whiny cock munches bitching about how sad your life it is. People have sadder lives. Suck it up and get over it. If you're all emo and bitchy because Tommy left you, then too bloody effing bad. He obviously didn't care for you that much and it would never have worked out in the first place. And you people who try to screw your boyfriend/girlfriend because you're "in love" need to be spooned fiercely with a spork. I would love to see you actually be in love when you say this, otherwise you're half crazy.
Yes I know I might sound hypocritical by posting this, but I'm not doing any of what I said up there, am I? I've been dumped and I just shrugged and moved on. And I certainly wouldn't fuck a guy even if we were in love. That's a marriage thing, keep it that way.


BTW: I love you Timmy. This is to let you know you're always on my mind babe. =]

Instant Karma D:

I know what you might be thinking, oh no oh no oh no! Did Timmy and her break up, considering my blog title seems so upset, let's see...hmm..no. We're still together and stronger than ever might I add. Okay, I'll make this a my life that's not revolved around Timmy blog, after I scream I AM IN LOVE WITH TIMMYYY!!!

Okay, I'm good. So for the last week or two life's been pretty great. Zach and I are friends again, not the best but we'll manage. Lydia and I are closer. I'm getting good grades in Math and Science =D Oh, did I mention I have a new friend! Mr. Lucas! He's pretty darn rad. Even if he tries to get in my pants ;) Let's see, what else...I have a twitter now. www.twitter.com/ZetaZeli Go follow me! I'll follow you back I do suppose. Hmm, I'm wanting to go see the new Madea movie, it seems pretty great. I already saw Underworld: Rise of the Lycans. Best ever! I'll go see it again soon.
So I guess that's it for now. Toodles!!

P.S...I LOVE TIMMY!! =D

This feeling makes my heart beat faster and my head spin faster.<3

Timmy, I can't believe how happy you have made me in the little time we've been together. We love each other so much and it feels wrong to even imagine myself with anyone but you. You are the reason my heart speeds up in the mornings and the reason I get so dizzy and out of it when you kiss me and we go our seperate ways for the day. Anyone can tell you, when you get near me, my eyes light up, my smile grows bigger and I just lose myself completely. You're just the best thing ever and I am so luck to have you. I love you now more than anything and I want to stay with you forever. You're probably the love of my life and I know it's the best thing on this planet.