Tuesday, November 18, 2008

How Far I've Come

I'm so amazed right now. It's been 15 years now since I was born and put into this world. And I've come so far since then. The first 13 years of my life I was a nobody to a lot of people. Then, when I hit my 8th grade year, I blossomed. I really and truly say my friend Zach is the reason I was able to be who I am now, I mean, I've changed. I used to say whatever, I don't care what I look like, or what happens. But now I take care of myself, i try to be something. I have real friends, not these fakes who use me for homework or money. One thing I really thought I'd never do was get a boyfriend after my 5th grade boyfriend, but I did. I've had around 5, 6 maybe 7 since then and I'm happy. I'm someone, I'm actually pretty now. I'm not every guys best friend, I'm every guys dream girl in some ways. I mean to most of my guy friends, I'm the bomb diggity of a friend, to others, they wish they had me. But hey, what can I say, I'm trying to be someone. I'm so happy in my life now, it's asgood as I could ever want it. I just can't believe at how I've changed. I'm very grateful for the person Zach helped me become and I'm happy for all of my friends who helped out, because they all made me, me.

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