I've come to realize I lay my heart out on the line a lot. Not like oh yeah I give my heart to guys I date, but to everyone in general. All of my friends have my heart. I'm not a heartless whore who only saves it for some retarded guy who wouldn't appreciate it for over a month. No,I'm not that girl. But I did give my heart to three guys...each completely destroyed it. Zach,we didn't start out as friends,well not straight out good friends. We liked each other. I liked him...a lot. A lot more than he ever understood. And then when he dated Briana instead of me I was crushed. He's also hurt me a lot just as best friends. =/ But I still love him like my brother. I always will. Sam just...god you all know that. I was his summer bitch in 2008. He dated me for the summer,and everytime he's had a chance to date me during school it's just never happened. He's a bitch,enough said. Timmy...well Timmy was the only guy I thought I could ever say I really am in love with him... To this day I still say I was in love with him...sadly I feel like I still am. =/ But if I am it doesn't mean I'm going to dare go back down that road of hurt like I did before. He hurt me a good 50 times...he's not getting triple digits.
But yeah...I needed to rant.
I should throw in there that this awesome kid named Skyelar makes me happy like a beast. Just saying just saying. ;)
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