So the worst day of my life began last night around 9:30. The best thing that ever happened to me left me, nothing but "I love you with all of my heart, but I can't do this anymore." I don't know how to feel other than hurt beyond belief. This boy was my world, he was my little otter. Everything I learned to love about life was because of him. I had to go today and watch him not worry or care. And I don't know how to feel. I'm so lost...so alone...so confused. I want to believe it isn't over,but more so I want him back. I love him so much it hurts to imagine him gone. He was everything I wanted in life, my good morning and my good night. I never felt so close to anyone as I did him. I'm in love with him,still. I always will be. I had the best thing ever and he left...he let me go. And what hurts...more than anything...is that he still loves me.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment