Have you ever sat there looking at your ex's profile,read about this girl/boy they love so much and then go to said girl/boy's profile and read what they wrote about your ex? I know I have,I still do. And the thoughts that run through my head everytime are...I loved him first,I had him first. And then...for when you can honestly say...I still have him...it just tears my heart out. I feel like everytime he looks at me,smiles at me,talks to me...my heart breaks a little bit more. It just kills me to know the one I love and the one I cherish still loves me,but doesn't want me now. I just hate how much I love him. I hate how much I care for him,I hate how much he means to me. And I hate the fact that he loves me too. I just want to leave and never look back. Go off into the sun and never be seen again. One day I will do just that. One day I will leave him behind in this town,and maybe one day I will come back...to just see how he is. But I won't come back for him. I'll come back to see old friends,visit old places and see how everyone is. But until that day...I guess I'll just have to hurt,to cry,to love and to be loved.
-Elizabeth
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