Tuesday, July 28, 2009

So lock and load...

Why does he do this to me? I mean god damn,seriously? Why does he put me through such hell and say he cares about me? Why does he say I'm THE girl and I'm the one he wants for the rest of his life...but then say we should date around until we're mature? I understand what he's getting at,but dating around for him is easy. He can stand seeing me being man handled by guys,but I cannot stand seeing him all over another girl. And it's so damned frustrating. I love him more than anything in this world...but he can't fathom how irritating it is to say nah I love this guy and I wanna be with him,while he does the same with another girl. I can't do it much longer before I say fuck it and stop waiting. >:|

-Elizabeth

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